We’ve made it into Art Doll Quarterly - the August, September, October 08 edition - on the very last page.

The editor has written a little story about my Personal Pantheon of Virtues dolls that featured on this blog in March.

Pretty cool!

This is a great issue all around. As far as transformative art dolls go, check out “The Pink Artist Doll” article on page 50. The doll’s dress is made of 180 2″ squares donated by artists around the world.

The Pink Artist Doll was created by Monica Magness is to raise donations and awareness for breast cancer research, a topic near and dear to my heart (and also my scarred right breast).

Edvard Munch’s, The Scream has been referred to, not so much an incident or a landscape, but as a depiction of a state of mind. Fortunately, many versions of The Scream survived through time since painted, sketched and lithographed from 1893 to 1910. It wasn’t just the image that inspired my latest submission but the artist’s diary entry dated, 22 January 1892, a translation of which read:

“I was walking along the road with two friends. The sun was setting.
I felt a breath of melancholy –

Suddenly the sky turned blood-red. I stopped, and leaned against the railing, deathly tired -

looking out across the flaming clouds that hung like blood and a sword over the blue-black fjord and town.

My friends walked on - I stood there, trembling with fear - And I sensed a great, infinite scream pass through nature.”

My version of the Scream was made from papier mache and found objects that included woolen gloves, plastic teeth and a very old jumper that someone once gave me - someone from my distant past who was once in part,  responsible for many of my screams.

(This post relates to The Scream, Arrigo Dorissa art doll #14, June 2008)

It’s been about six weeks since I posted a doll here at MyArtSelf.com. Yikes. Of course I would like to be more regular, but I had a lot on my plate - new priorities pushed their way into my life, and something had to give, for awhile at least, to make way for a different agenda. (I hope to reclaim my more regular blogging routine again, now.)

At any rate, this has prompted me to think a great deal about TIME so I thought it would be appropriate to express some of those thoughts in an art doll for the challenge.

“Time Flies” we say. So I’ve made a little clock with golden wings. If every person possessed a clock like this, we could be taken literally when we say that time flies away from us. I can imagine people running after their clocks with butterfly nets, trying to recapture their time.

But this little doll (Is it male or female? I think it could be either) has wisely sprouted wings. When time starts to fly, the doll takes flight, too. This wise doll has reached an old age because it has learned the art of adaptability.

So much research about longevity claims that “rolling with the punches” is a key attribute that helps people stay healthy and live very long lives.

Sometimes we have to change our routine. That’s okay. My routine has been all out of whack these past few months but I wouldn’t say I have been “wasting my time”. I just had to make some adjustments to my schedule. Some are temporary. Some are possibly long term. I’m rolling with the punches. I’m sprouting wings so when time wants to fly, I can join it.

I think this is the first cloth doll I’ve made for the 100-Art-Dolls Challenge. The body is a cloth wrapped wire armature and the clothes are made of commercial felt. The face is polymer clay molded in a press mold. The hands and feet are clay, too. The feather wings were purchased years ago in a craft shop when I thought I’d make an angel for my Christmas Tree. I like them better on this little person!

(This post relates to Art Doll number 37, Time Flies, June 08, by Stacey Apeitos.)

Lycanthropy is the supernatural ability of a person to transform into a wolf, or wolf-like creature. The term is derived from the Greek word: Lykánthropos. However there exists a psychological disorder in which a person believes he or she has transformed into an animal, often behaving like the animal into which they have transformed. The psychological disorder is typically referred to as clinical lycanthropy to distinguish the term from its use in fiction.

In one of my creative-writing-works-in-progress, a character lives with clinical lycanthropy. Although he is cared for by a loyal family member, his wanderings throughout one of Melbourne’s protected State forests, reinforces some of the local residents’ willingness to believe in the supernatural and irrational world. As stated, my writing project is a work in progress but it has prompted me to use another donated/discarded object into a project for the 100-artdolls challenge.

In an earlier post I expressed gratitude for the gifts people have donated to me for use as potential sculptures or parts thereof. When a friend recently offered me her child’s plastic doll that had been chewed by the family’s 16-month old Jack Russell-cross, I thought of the lycanthrope character in my story. The result became Lycanthrope: a reconstructed plastic doll held together and decorated with pieces of fabric, glue, plastic teeth, dog fur and human hair. He stands approximately 42 centimeters tall.

This Lycanthrope is not a metamorphosed wolf-like creature. Like the character in my book, which some people choose to perceive as a supernatural creature, he is in reality an individual in fancy-dress and dealing with the complexities of a psychological disorder. He represents decision of being drawn to the irrational or magical thinking over the rational and realistic; a concept that continues to intrigue me and it may prompt further sculptures for this project.

(This post relates to Lycanthrope, Arrigo Dorissa art doll #13, April 2008)

I have a thing for mermaids.

This pair of conjoined twin mermaids started life as an illustration I created on a cardboard book page shaped like a fish tail. You can see their heads fit into the tip of the tail; the caudel fin. Anyway, I decorated eight of these die-cut pages and sent them into a collaborative book swap. I really liked making the mermaids and took a long time using texture paste on their tail and hair, then painting with Lumieres …

But the other members of the book swap group apparently gave my mermaids the thumbs down. And the moderator kicked me out of the group. She said my work had attracted “considerable negative feedback”.

Ouch. That hurt.

I cut the conjoined twins away from their page so I could turn them into a paper doll, and threw away the rest of my copy of the collaborative book because, frankly, it made me sad to look at it. 

I gave the twins arms holding mirrors. People tend to regard the mermaid’s mirror as a symbol of her vanity. In fact, ancient mermaids did not have the association with vanity, or with luring sailors to their doom. The earliest mermaids were wise women and their mirrors symbolized the adage “know thyself”.

This doll represents two aspects of myself:

• The self that seeks respect from external sources
• the self that rises above the ego and creates without the need for positive feedback

Getting rejected by this group was painful, but I am grateful that it happened. It prompted me to think very deeply about ego and art. The conjoined mermaids may well be my favorite doll created for the challenge so far.

This post relates to Art Doll number 36, Conjoined Mermaids, May 08, by Stacey Apeitos.)

Mr. Elephant (who has a very good memory) is bound in swathes of bandage that assist with the containment emotional distress. It represents a psychological image of him, specifically the way in which he symbolises containment of pain and distress. Mr. Elephant’s self-reflection assists with self-regulating his emotional response to moments when memories of difficult past events emerge. When he reflects upon his history and how difficult events from his past influence his current emotional state, he imagines another bandage wrapped around a part of his body to help contain or self-regulate his thoughts and behaviours.

Self-regulation refers to psychological and behavioural processes individuals use to manage drives and emotions. Self regulation is an important psychological skill. It is a skill that can prevent people from throwing things when they’re angry, shouting abuse at others during disputes, spending too much money, indulging in too much alcohol or food, etcetera, etcetera. However there’s more to the concept of self-regulation than just describing it as having a level of will power.  It’s about keeping emotions in check and rationally responding to events past and present. Dr. Albert Ellis (the founder of Rational-Emotional and Behavioural Therapy: REBT) wrote extensively on the subject of self-regulation. In numerous books, Dr. Ellis provided descriptions of the positive outcomes of people who work at self-regulating their emotions and behaviours. He also linked self-regulation to self-defeating behaviours. That is, how emotional problems surface because people either do not know how to, or know how but do not try to think more clearly and behave in a less self-defeating manner.

Like many of my other sculptures in the 100-artdolls challenge, Mr. Elephant is made from papier-mâché and discarded objects including fabric and paint. He has polished glass feet and his eyes are plastic. He stands approximately 35 centimeters tall. Mr. Elephant does not represent forgetting or diminishing difficult experiences from the past. He represents the notion of being able to deal with pain and distress (working at and practicing self-regulating his thoughts and behaviours) in ways that do not have adverse effects upon him.

(This post relates to Mr. Elephant, Arrigo Dorissa art doll #12, April 2008)

BOOK REVIEW: LarkBooks has a wonderful “500 series” presenting gallery images, one item per page . I like their book on polymer clay, which is several years old, now. There’s a new book being released on Handmade Books this July that I am anxious to see, too. The “500″ books make a real contribution by raising awareness of artisans working in innovative ways, often applying non-traditional materials and points of view.

The book 500 Handmade Dolls - Modern Explorations of the Human Form was published in 2007 and it does not disappoint. These are ART dolls and the range of styles and materials used is vast. There are some traditional dolls, to be sure, and lots of wild and “out there” dolls, too. Each has its own character and exquisitely demands your attention to the wordless story it has to tell. Some are beautiful, some humorous and some are hard to look at but you must; you must. Whether a doll maker or an art doll admirer, you will find the book inspiring.

The artists’ work I particularly liked include my old favorites: Akira Blount, Debra Dembowski, Charla Khanna. And I discovered some artists in the book that could become new favorites: Annie Wahl, Renne Whitaker Ensley, Dima, Mar Gorman, Sylvia Wanke.

Many of the artists have mulitple works scattered throughout the book and the index made it helpful to visit all their different pages so you could get a real sense for their personal style. As someone who is not yet working strictly in one style, this was a delicious exercise.

The whole area of handmade dolls or art dolls designed for people to look at (as opposed to dolls made for children to play with) is a pretty small niche, still. There are still more exhibitions of traditional handmade dolls - the beautifully dressed bisque reproductions, if you know what I mean - than dolls made in experimental or non-traditional forms. Maybe that trend is changing. Lark’s 500 Handmade Dolls is an important book honoring the work of hundreds of talented artists. I love it.

Last week I attended a five-day residential art retreat, Fibres Ballarat, and I’ve written more about the experience on my other blog, Ispirato.

As my personal project in Sandy Webster’s book binding class, I created a set of paper dolls; main characters from the ancient story of Sumerian goddess Inanna’s descent to the Underworld. The dolls are made of watercolor paper covering book board. There is a large book with pages for me to write the story onto, and pockets to hold the smaller dolls. The large Inanna doll has a stand and looks great beside the book opened to the page that holds a paper doll of her rotting corpse!

I have recently re-read Sylvia Brinton Perera’s book, “Descent to the Goddess”, which offers an analysis of this myth. The themes of surrendering and transformation are particularly attractive to me.

In a nutshell, the story goes like this: Inanna is the Queen of Heaven and Earth. Her sister, Ereshkigal rules the Underworld. When Ereshkigal’s husband, the Great Bull (and symbol of male fertility) dies, Inanna (representing female fertility) feels obliged to descend to the Underworld for his funeral, knowing it means certain death for her to do so. Inanna surrenders to Ereshkigal. She is killed and her corpse hung on a nail to rot.

Back on Earth, the plants and animals begin to die. A cunning rescue of Inanna is organized by Enki, God of Water and Wisdom. Ereshkigal is won over by kindness and surrenders her sister’s corpse, the body is restored to life and Inanna returns to Earth. But the demons of the Underworld tell her she must send someone back to the Underworld to stand in her place.

Inanna vows she will send no one who mourned her when she died. When she hears her own husband, Dumuzi, has not been mourning, Inanna sets out angrily to find him. Dumuzi’s sister, Geshtinanna tells Dumuzi to run away and she begs Inanna to send her to the Underworld in her brother’s place. Hence, Geshtinanna surrenders. In the end, Inanna decrees that Dumuzi will spend six months below, then Geshtinanna will take his place the other half of each year. This is how the seasons came to be.

I like this story because all three female characters can be perceived as different aspects of a single Great Goddess, and they all go through stages of surrender and transformation.

The book and dolls are a work in progress. I am thinking the dolls could be used by a professional storyteller almost like puppets. As they are nude, they might not be appropriate for an audience of children, so I intend to make them some clothes!

This post relates to Art Dolls number 29-35, Inanna Art Doll Set , April 08, by Stacey Apeitos.)

Saint Francis of Assisi is one of my favourite saints. He is known as the patron saint of animals, birds, and the environment. Introduced to the lives of saints, both mainstream and obscure, by my grandmother, I continue being fascinated by stories of St. Francis communicating in prayerful and mystic ways with birds, wolves, dogs and other fauna and flora: stories that exemplify the Franciscan mode of charity and poverty as well as the saint’s love of the natural world.

This post features a timely sculpture of St. Francis. Timley insofar that I am travelling to San Francisco for one week. From the outset, I have planned my time away as a pilgrimage. I know the city quite well, having visited previously for vacation and work.  Aesthetically and geographically, it’s a beautiful place with a tremendous ambience. Repeatedly, I come home from visiting this city with a sense of comfort and peace, coupled with an inexplicable sense of familiarity that (at the risk of cliche), reminds me of a home away from home.

In 1776, the Spanish settled upon a tip of part of the American West Coast peninsula, establishing a fort at the Golden Gate and a mission (Mission Dolores) named for Francis of Assisi: hence, “San Francisco.”  Mission Dolores, the city’s oldest building, and Grace Cathedral which features a labyrinth are two sites that are important for me to visit during this forthcoming trip. I hope to undertake a mediative walk across the Golden Gate Bridge, which on a previous work-related stay, provided unexpected and much needed relaxation made even more wondrous due to a thick shroud of fog that lingered from one end to the other.

With regard to this post, St. Francis stands approximately 37 centimetres and is a papier mache sculpture. He wears clothing salvaged from a very pre-loved shirt, so beyond repair that I can’t give it to charity. For warmth, he wears a combination of fur, brushed off my two much-adored dogs that is mixed with my own hair. From the centre of his chest emerges a paper-clay moulded face of Christ. He carries a bird on a branch (a vintage cereal-box toy from the 1970s).

It is a very rewarding experience to create submissions for the 100-art-dolls challenge. I never underestimate the therapeutic qualities of creating art, regardless of the medium. During the creation of St. Francis, I reflected upon the values and virtues that embody his legend and how they play a role in how I make meaning of my own life. In a sense I am preparing for my pilgrimage and this submission is a symbol of the values and relationship with the natural world that I commit to practicing in my life.

Bon voyage

(This post relates to Saint Francis, Arrigo Dorissa art doll #11, March 2008)
 

This project has been very satistfying. It took some working-out in my journal before I made the art dolls.

My aim: To create a group of art doll deities to represent virtues and qualities I want to embrace in my life.

I knew there would be at least seven “humanoid shapes” of polymer clay, each labeled with a word, and when I came across the wooden cigar box liner with its ten compartments, I decided that would be as good a reason as any for settling on ten virtues.

First I generated my own list of virtues to audition for the group. Then I went on a little internet excursion to Wikipedia to look up “virtues”. That introduced some new ideas from different cultures and helped me settle on the final words to use for each deity.

LOVE & COMPASSION: The mother of all virtues is unconditional love.

WISDOM: Wisdom and the pursuit of knowledge have always been highly valued in my family and I read or listen to audio books every day. I also do a lot of journaling and blogging, which both help me consolidate my life lessons.

INTEGRITY: Honesty and behaving honorably - these are very important to me. I cannot abide being lied to. I abhor it in myself when I stoop to tell a fib.

VITALITY: This deity reminds me to eat healthy, live healthy, be healthy. When I am fit and well I have vitality and can achieve all I desire.

ABUNDANCE: I struggled to find the right word to encapsulate “generosity”, “resourcefulness” and “gratitude for all I have”. I think if I maintain a sense of abundance in my life, all these things fall naturally into place.

MINDFULNESS: The Buddhist concept of bringing one’s mind back to the present moment. I go through periods of extreme “mind chatter”. My thoughts drift back to unpleasant conversations, or I have angry or judgemental thoughts. My perceptions are not always true, of course! This “right thinking” could be the virtue I most need to cultivate.

SURRENDER: Some might call this “faith”. I like the idea of letting go, surrendering to a higher, nobler power. This is also a way to engender peace in one’s life.

SERVICE: How do I serve others? What do I give, and how do I give it, and who benefits?

HUMILITY: The constant battle with my ego. An aura reader once told me my life lesson is about developing humility. I don’t doubt it. Life isn’t always about being right, or making someone else wrong. So why do I keep forgetting that?

JOY: We all want to be happy, baby. We all want to feel good.

This post relates to Art Dolls number 18-28, My Personal Pantheon , March 08, by Stacey Apeitos.)